Show Your Fear

I don’t want to feel like this forever
I’m just scared as hell she came to kill me quickly
Don’t I deserve redemption?
I don’t need too much, just to know I’m alright
I don’t want to feel like I can’t get better
How does she forgive when I can’t ever forget?
How my days bled into tomorrow
I tried to look ahead, but it hurt my eyes

Oh lord
You stick to talkin’
And I won’t say a word
You tell me how long
And I’ll wait my turn
You tell me, “get lost”
And I’ll disappear
You tell me, “show me love”
And I’ll show you fear, I’ll show you fear

I don’t want to feel like this forever
Remember how I was in the months before I lost my mind
It hurts like I can feel them
Pulling out my bones ‘til they find my pride
I don’t want to feel like I can’t get better
When do second chances shine to show themselves
And then, one day, I swore I could feel it
Filling up my soul with some kind of light

Oh lord
You stick to talkin’
And I won’t say a word
You tell me how long
And I’ll wait my turn
You tell me, “get lost”
And I’ll disappear
You tell me, “show me love”
And I’ll show you fear, I’ll show you fear